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It occured to me when i was having a shower.
The thing is that i often whine to my dear friends or families that
somehow my beloved teachers
think too highly of me.

I feel really scared <- 不知道怎麼用英文表達
就是一種 我沒有那麼好,你把我想太好,你會失望 的感覺
有點誠惶誠恐,如履薄冰的感覺~
擔心有一天老師會揭穿我的真面目,發現其實我沒有很好XD

Anyway, I have always felt a bit worried about that.
But just a moment ago when i took the shower,
the thought just suddenly came to me that
"Why are you always whining about they think too highly of you,
 but not try to live up to what they think you are?"

It's just like a polyhedron, depending on which facet you're looking at.
I can just murmur about it OR i can do something else!

So I've decided that I'm gonna make more efforts,
and the day will come.
The day that I become what they think of me will come! :)



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2009.11.11

Tonight I attended a "ceremony" (not sure how to term it).
There I saw people hold their dreams passionately.
When they shared about their objectives, it  somehow reminded me of mine.
A retired teacher who devoted her life to her family and students
decided to learn painting, to do quilts, and to travel around Taiwan.
A director who was once nominated for the Golden Bell Awards
wanted to keep making efforts to win the award next time.
A pretty girl whose eyes were so charming
hoped to gain much knowledge about marketing in her job.
One junior high school female teacher shared the news that she
proposed to her boyfriend! (which won the applause from the audience).
My favorite sentence from the lecturer was
"If you think the time is the limit, the price is the limit, then they're always your limitations."
Tonight I chose to be there, giving up the free VIP ticket to an orchestra concert in National Theater.
(You must think I'm insane.)
But I felt good hearing the sundry people sharing their lives. :)

P.S. The good news is that there's gonna be another free VIP ticket to an orchestra concert again! :D
But it coincides with my German lesson...XD
Life is indeed full of choices!

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